I am newly unemployed.

If you look at my last post, you can see why I might not be too unhappy about that. Yes, I need to find something as soon as possible with health insurance, but I was working in a job that made me very unhappy, trying to find ways to still pursue any of my passions and be a good mom

I was writing things like, “Realized that if I could have more of either, it would be time, not money.” I’ve been reading Just Let Me Lie Down: Necessary Terms for the Half-Insane Working Mom. In April, I developed stress hives and then eczema from my job. I was starting to wonder the long-term impact of all of this stress on my health.

So I have more time, and for now, way less money. I’m not okay with that, it’s not fair to my very hard working husband or kids for that to be the case, but I’m okay with finding the place I can be *me*. I’ve lost me, I’ve been Program Director and Mom, but not Meagan for a very long time.

Expect a blog resurgence!